Ooo, good thing I found this.
I broke my nail, Snif.
AND I feel worthless... I feel like I am not studying enough, even through I cannot sleep well for studying late at night. I feel like I am throwing my life away, like I am unappreciating my parents' efforts to give me a good life... I am just desperate, I wish I was not hopeless, I wish I were, at least, intelligent.
My grades are worse and worser, I am getting fattier and uglier, I am a completely idiot teenager complaining about my good life and my laziness to unknown people. Please, God, why did I have to be born?